The following is a lightly edited transcript and a video of a talk  Dr. Christine Hong gave at our 2021 Enfleshing Witness gathering.  

Christine usually mostly writes and teaches, instead of preaches, as a seminary professor. But after her writing and teaching slips into sermon mode, and she's mostly sorry about it, Christine mostly teaches and preaches to seminary students and their loved ones at Columbia Theological Seminary in Decatur, Georgia. Christine preaches among an amazing group of colleagues and friends with the spirits of her ancestors.  

The word comes today from Psalm 19:14, “but the words of my mouth. And the meditation of my heart be acceptable in thy sight. Oh God, my strength and my redeemer.” Amen.  

In Korean, we have a saying, "말이 씨앗이 되다" (Mal-i ssiga doenda)

Or, your words will become seeds. 

My grandmother would say this to me as a warning whenever she would catch me saying something she felt was rude or plain mean. And believe me, it happened way too often in my adolescence.  As I grew up, these words were always lurking in the back of my head. I hear my grandmother's voice telling me, watch what you say and don't say things that you don't want to become reality. 

She meant don't wish people harm and even don't wish something good for yourself if it will bring harm to other people.  In some traditions, we believe that words aren't just words, they are spells.  Words are the result of things that lay brewing in our hearts and even in our dreams. They reveal our innermost thoughts. 

What's in your heart?  What do your words reveal about you?  About the things that you want most in this life?  

말이 씨앗이 되다 Your words are seeds.  

What my grandmother taught me continues to be true for me.  Words, as I understand them, can commit violence and damage into generations.  Think about any type of federal or local policy or law that was created to dehumanize, steal people and land, and facilitate the legal oppression and suppression of entire peoples. 

Those aren't just legal words on a page. They were and are also thoughts and values in the hearts of people.  Think about the residential boarding schools for native children in Canada and in the U. S. and the children who are right now being found. Their bodies recovered from mass graves as we speak.  The church which supported, funded, and facilitated these boarding schools is complicit in sowing the words, the seeds, which turned into acts of genocide. 

In the church, when we don't ponder carefully the thoughts in our hearts, they can become words, seeds, and acts of violence and injustice everywhere.  Recently, there's been story after story coming out of a popular mainly Asian American and Korean American church stories of sexual and spiritual abuse by pastors and members steeped in a culture of purity culture and theologies of justified violence. 

And I'm talking about it because we have to start talking about it. 

Words were used to plant seeds and deeds of violence. Words were used to justify and hide dehumanizing actions. Words veiled in theological frameworks like salvation, called, purity, righteousness, chosenness, and even love.  

These stories enrage me because I recognize those places, cultures, and the misuse of these words from my own experiences. Words that were meant to comfort and uplift, but became weaponized and used to violate instead.  

This isn't you. This is not a single church. or a single time. Abuse in churches, sexual and spiritual often co-occur and happen all the time. And still the church uses its words meant for care and nurture to commit acts of deceit and to cover up its complicity with even more violence.

말이  씨앗이 되다 Your words are seeds. 

Yet in the face of the mess that the church has wrought throughout its history and in our present time, there's this other side to the same.  We can plant different types of seeds.  

The meditations of our hearts can also be seeds for liberative and freedom oriented futures.  It's through the planting of the words and seeds for liberation that we refuse the way the church has too often let its words and actions harm the lives of our beloveds.

If words are the seeds planted for the future, then let's plant different seeds of flourishing for all. Especially for those of us upon whose backs the systems and structures of oppression through white supremacy, colonization, heteronormativity, and ableism have been built.  Let's become bold and claim that our words are the seeds that beckon collective action.

Seeds of a collective liberation and freedom that is coming and coming soon. Seeds of justice that's already here, rooted, and ready to blossom in our midst.  Your dreams of joy, of love, of thriving can and must become the seeds of the future church. This is one way that we refuse the way the church has and still is harming through its words and actions.

말이 씨앗이 되다 Your words are seeds.  

What are the meditations of your heart?  Are they acceptable to our God of love and justice? Our God who loves justice? Our God who is the rock and redeemer of those who are oppressed in this life? Our words are a reflection of what dwells in the innermost spaces of our hearts, our dreams, our visions.

They are our dearest meditations.  What types of seeds are you planting?  Which dreams are being seeded through your words in your teaching, in your preaching, your parenting, and your neighboring.  For too long, the church and those within it have used the words that they say to plant seeds that lead only to death and death dealing. 

말이 씨앗이 되다 Your words are seeds. 

Let us plant a different type of word, a different type of seed, words and seeds of life,  a life where everyone gets what they need, a future where the church no longer harms but works to mend, repair, and heal. May the words that come from our freedom dreaming scatter in the wind like dandelion seeds, adhering to the earth in every place and time and blossoming as justice and joy for us and for the generations to come

말이 씨앗이 되다  Our words, our seeds.

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