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During Lent this year,

I had a hard time

Not rushing ahead

To Easter.

Perhaps,

It is because

Of the state of the world.

Perhaps,

It is the season 

In my own life.

Perhaps, 

It is simply

The tendency

Of being human –

To desire

That

The hard –

However holy –

Be expedient

In its departure.

For whatever reason,

I have been

Longing for resurrection

In a particularly,

Almost painful

Way

This year.

Because of this,

My Lent

Was marked

By thoughts

Of Easters past –

Easters when I served 

In Word and Sacrament calls

That walked with people

Through the season of penitence,

Through the Great and Holy Week,

Through the Day of Resurrection

That dawns 

Not 24 hours,

But a season,

And a whole way of life,

Really.

I have been remembering Easters

When the band played. 

The organ resounded. 

The choir sang. 

The bells rang. 

God’s people 

Emphatically proclaimed, 

“Alleluia! Christ is risen!

Christ is risen indeed. Alleluia!” 

I have also been remembering

Easters when,

By Sunday evening, 

The holy-day

Was coming to a close. 

People were returning home, 

And come Monday morning, 

We all went back to work –

We all returned –

Returned

To the way things were

Before –

Before the trumpets

And the banners

And the choirs

And the Alleluias

And everything-has-changed-and-nothing-will-ever-be-the-same-again –

Except –

In the Easters of my memory –

Easter Monday,

Sometimes at least

Has borne an awful resemblance

To Good Friday, 

Because

Even though 

The stone has been rolled away –

Even though “there is the sound

Of exaltation and victory

In the tents of the righteous” –

Even though

We have proclaimed 

With certainty

And with truth,

“I know that my Redeemer lives,

And at the last

He will stand upon the earth;

And after my skin

Has been thus destroyed,

Then,

From my flesh, I shall see God” –

Even though 

This is certain and true –

Every Easter of my life

Has been followed

By a world

That is,

Well –

Unchanged.

Except it isn’t,

Unchanged,

I mean.

Every year,

People return

From Easter

To a world

That 

Seems to exist

In a perpetual Lent –

But 

Having heard anew

That 

The end is the beginning,

That resurrection

Actually is –

A proclamation,

A truth,

A way of being,

A way of doing,

A way of living –

Not just a

Someday-off-in-the-distant-future-when-all-of-this-is-over –

But a now,

Today,

Everyday,

Practice –

Not as in a rehearsal,

Or a tryout – 

But a practice

As in

A habit –

The usual manner of behaving or doing –

Enacted

And embodied

By we who,

By grace through faith 

Actually believe 

in the resurrection from the dead –

We are called to

As Wendell Berry advises

In the closing words of his poem,

Manifesto: The Mad Farmer Liberation Front –

We are called to

Practice resurrection.

Now, 

I must admit 

That often times

It is much easier 

To practice crucifixion 

Than resurrection. 

It is easier to tear down, 

Than it is to build up. 

It is easier to build walls 

Than it is to build bridges –

And our world seems hell-bent on doing so.

It is easier 

To lord it over others 

Than it is to kneel down 

And wash one another’s feet. 

It is easier 

To consider someone different from ourselves

To be an 

Other

An enemy,
Rather than a sibling –

With whom we all,

In fact,

Share 99.9% of our DNA –

A Sibling

In one, 

Common human family. 

It is easier 

To open our mouths 

And try to convince others 

Of our own “rightness” 

Than it is to be quiet 

And listen to the wisdom 

And truth 

That others have to say. 

But we are called to practice resurrection

 

We are called to be instruments of peace, 

In a world dead-set on war. 

We are called to bring hope amid despair, 

Reconciliation in the midst of discord, 

Wholeness in the midst of brokenness,

Justice in the face of injustice,

Liberation in the face of oppression,

Proclaim the dawn amid the dusk. 

We are called to bring life, 

To be the presence of life, 

To be on the side of life,

In the midst of death.

We are called to practice resurrection

In my own life and ministry,

I have been

Deeply committed

To the power of proclamation –

Proclaiming the resurrection

Believing

That words

Actually do things,

That proclaiming the resurrection

With words

Actually

In truth,

Raises people from the dead.

I still believe this.

And.

And,

I am drawn,

In my ponderings about

Proclaiming –

And practicing –

Resurrection,

To remember

That 

The Word became flesh –

In all its earthly fleshiness

Christ Jesus –

Who emptied himself –

Descended to 

The dead,

The place and state

Of no life –

Jesus went there –

In earthly fleshiness –

And in divine holiness –

And there,

Where life was no more,

There –

Among the dead –

Is where life

First dawned

Once again.

Jesus –

The Word-made-flesh –

Even in death,

Practiced resurrection –

Not only in words 

That were spoken,

But also 

In words 

Enacted.

Embodied.

Enfleshed.

And so do we.

So must we.

For,

That is our call.

Practice resurrection.

Where life is no more.

Practice resurrection.

Where Lent is perpetual.

Practice resurrection.

Where the principalities and powers

Wage death.

Practice resurrection.

Where God’s shalom is shattered.

Practice resurrection.

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In your work 

and in your play, 

With your family 

And among your friends,

For your beloved

And for the stranger –

Practice resurrection.

And,

The dead shall be raised – 

Not just someday,

But today.

Afterall,

This is what it means

To proclaim in word

And in flesh –

Alleluia! Christ is risen.

Christ is risen indeed! Alleluia!

Practice resurrection.


Rev. Dr. Charlene Rachuy Cox

Rev. Dr. Charlene Rachuy Cox (affectionately known as “Char”) holds a Doctor of Ministry Degree from the Lutheran Theological Seminary at Philadelphia, with an emphasis in Spirituality; a Master of Sacred Theology Degree from the Lutheran Theological Seminary at Gettysburg, with an emphasis in Preaching and Worship, a Master of Divinity Degree from Luther Seminary, and a Bachelor of Arts Degree from Augustana University, Sioux Falls. She has served as a pastor in the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America for over 28 years, serving in seminary, collegiate, and congregational settings. She loves reading – especially memoirs and historical fiction, and enjoys writing poetry, traveling, and all things winter.

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